Extreme Disorder's Lookn4drkness, Shadows Of Eagers Doubt

Shadows of Eager Doubt

Spaced out

far away in the distant corners of my mind,

pretending to know who you are,

locked in a trance,

unable to break loose from your image,

I find myself observing the actions of you,

you who's worthy of worship.

The fact that you are unable to hurt me because you don't know me,

makes me unsure of the validity of my feelings for you.

Real as they seem,

I will continue to feed them

with the illusion of possibility.

I'm caught within the realm of probability.

The hopes for your response

excel the capabilities of my mind.

I'm short of pleading,

running out of ways to ask for your consideration of these overtures.

Shall I set forth or halt my quest?

Is it best to be in the dark about your decision

or will your choice please me?

Will you leave me to wonder about, without knowing your response?

Won't you help me fulfill these significantly needful emotions?!Shadows of Eager Doubt Spaced out far away in the distant corners of my mind, pretending to know who you are, locked in a trance, unable to break loose from your image, I find myself observing the actions of you, you who's worthy of worship. The fact that you are unable to hurt me because you don't know me, makes me unsure of the validity of my feelings for you. Real as they seem, I will continue to feed them with the illusion of possibility. I'm caught within the realm of probability. The hopes for your response excel the capabilities of my mind. I'm short of pleading, running out of ways to ask for your consideration of these overtures. Shall I set forth or halt my quest? Is it best to be in the dark about your decision or will your choice please me? Will you leave me to wonder about, without knowing your response? Won't you help me fulfill these significantly needful emotions?